It’s good until it’s not

I have a lot of feelings about my current situation in life but I don’t feel i have the energy to deal with it, But certain things aren’t elective and I either decide what to do about them or life/time will make them for me. Experience suggests that things get worse when left unsettled, so my choices should be clear. It’s just that naive immature voice in my head telling me “I am owed something in this life” that rationalises my impotence.